In 2012, I was a high school student with a deep admiration for Adam Lambert, a fandom that led me to attempt my very first serious portrait. Armed with just a 2B graphite pencil and a sense of pride, I draw him, thinking that I had captured him perfectly. I still remember the satisfaction I felt back then, believing I had succeeded in portraying someone I admired so much. To me, this portrait was a triumph — proof of my emerging skills and passion for art.

Fast forward to 2024, twelve years later, and I decided to take on a challenge: to recreate that same portrait with all the growth and skills I’ve acquired over the years. This time, instead of graphite, I opted for charcoal and brushes. I had grown as an artist and become familiar with different techniques, textures, and mediums. Charcoal, which once seemed so intimidating, had now become a medium I enjoyed working with. As I worked through the shading, highlighting, and finer details, I could feel the difference not just in my tools but in my approach as well.

When I finally stepped back to view the finished portrait, I was flabbergasted. The difference was striking. Not only did the piece look more refined and realistic, but it also told the story of my artistic journey. My methods of shading had evolved, becoming more precise, while my highlighting techniques now added depth and dimension that I couldn’t have achieved before. The way I handled the charcoal was more confident, compared to the timid lines of my 2012 self.

This challenge wasn’t just about recreating a portrait; it was about celebrating the progress and dedication I’ve put into honing my craft. Art is a continuous journey, and this comparison between 2012 and 2024 is a testament to that. It reminds me that every sketch, every experiment with a new medium, and every mistake contributes to growth.

Revisiting this portrait has been an incredible experience — not just as an artist, but as someone who can now look back and truly appreciate the progress made over the years.

Here’s to more challenges, more portraits, and many more years of growth!

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